I'm really looking forward for next year.
I'll be a Junior, man time really flies fast.
I hope next year I can make a lot of new friends. I really want people to see me as who I am instead of a quiet, strange girl in the corner who draws. I really want to be known. [and of course there are perks like mooching for food ahha~ ;D]

But one thing that I am not looking forward to is my birthday!
I mean, all my life I've wanted to be fifteen. And it'll be gone! I'm having a mid life crisis, and I'm only a teenager! I'm worrying about how I'm not doing everything I can while I'm young! ahhh, I need to make up for lost time, sitting on my ass eating ramen noodles! [Ahh, I'm hungry, now too. I should go make some. . . ]

Looking back, I can see I have changed.
I'm a little nicer.
A little more outgoing.
I'm a little more mature.
I've definitely improved in drawing.
I've lost a little of my middle school spunk, but that's okay.
And I look waaaaayyy different.

But there are still a lot of things that haven't changed, too.
I'm still blunt, to the point and sarcastic.
I still loathe making spelling errors.
I'm still a little pessimistic.
I still feel a deep admiration for anyone who's willing to befriend me. Almost like awe. xD
I'm still not that funny.
And still a hopeless romantic.


I hope I don't change too much as I grow even older, and I hope my friends don't either.
Man, I keep worrying about it!

Will they even remember me?
Ahh, I better do do something memorable, fast!


Anyway, I made this because I was looking back at some drawings and journals and other stuff back from 2007 and earlier.

Yeah. . .
I miss AKOJ! .
I miss Brittanica!
I miss roleplaying!
I miss 8th grade viscomm!

BUT!

Let's all make next year an even better one!
Okay?

Well, Ciao

I love you all.